Friday, May 30, 2008

This sucks. i tell myself not to care. but i cant help caring. i seem not affected. but deep down inside, its the opposite. i say i wna ignore him and not talk to him. but somehow, a part of me still hopes that he will talk to me. And he did. I tell myself that i should not ask him whats up and just ignore him. but i still cant help but feel... happy when just a simple 'hello' popped up on msn. I tell myself not to change or do anything for him, but slowly, gradually, i feel myself changing. and something tells me its cuz of him. In a small way, maybe i should be grateful that he appeared. He made me more confident and more willing to try new stuffs i guess (though i must say hall had a bigger role haha). sigh. this sucks. ohwells i am not gg to think abt it anymore. 

>> Anonymous << posted at 2:43 AM