~ Disclaimer for previous post! ~

Monday, April 28, 2008


OMG it sounds like i've got problems with AC! hahahahhahaha! i assure you, this has NOTHING to do with Mr. Ang, and I'm still very much appreciating him in my life now, as how i appreciate you all :)

lovelove,
renny


>> Renny... << posted at 9:05 PM






~ obligations ~


hey dearies, i'm here for a ranting session, although i wont put up names and tell the story. if you wanna know, just ask next time u see me alright?

anyway, some things have been happening for quite a while now that has led me to feel this way that (even more strongly) -- people are not what we think they are. people could've trusted each other to quite a large extent, but as the relationship starts reaping less benefits, it becomes stagnant. Or even worse, it becomes obligatory, just for the sake of keeping it going, because you cannot leave it by virtue of your relationship.

There were times (i swear) that I thought of giving it up, but the means to the end, really, isn't worth the effort. There have been people who've told me long time ago to be careful, but I chose to remain neutral. Even now, I can admit that I'm still neutral. It's just that, it gets tiring trying to return obligatory acts to keep it up, just because i can't NOT just give it up.

and so here ends my very obscure and totally ridiculous post. hahaha.


>> Renny... << posted at 8:56 PM






~ heh heh ~

Tuesday, April 22, 2008


taking a break from studying, i did this! 87 words

Speed test


wahahah i feel prooooooooooooo :D


>> Anonymous << posted at 10:02 PM






~ WUAHAHAHAHAHHA. i am QUEEN! ~

Thursday, April 17, 2008


86 words

Speedtest



HEE HEE. :D

all thanks to primary school computer e-learning. do you know i had computer keyboard courses when i was young!? my primary school had like this whole wham bam smack E-courses on microsoft, powerpoint, dreamweaver and of course TYPING courses before these courses to make sure we knew our geography on keyboard. hahaha.

but i think most people can type quite well (with exclusion of maybe JING! HAHAHAHA). hail to bekah the KING XD

ALL THE BEST TO NUS babes and maybe SMU and DEFINITELY NTU (if your exams haven't ended).

and i'm jealous of LING! she going david tao concert! ):


>> Renny... << posted at 8:32 AM






~ i don't want to put a title here. ~

Wednesday, April 16, 2008



OK i've no idea why the number in the middle doesn't appear. but i hit 95! it takes luck i think. wait till there're no words with caps. haha.
anyway i wanted to let you all know that recently alot of things have been happening at home. sis in law and bro quarrelling. and my sis in law is very emotionally unstable now. have had to stay up till 5am on two days this week cos of this already. hai. very tiring. its scary to see a person's minds and emotions pushed to the limits. it actually even draws out physical strength that was never apparent.
but don't worry i'm still coping and doing fine. hopefully they'll be ok.
looking at them has really made me rethink marriage. its really scary when one's world is centered around a man. and its even scarier when one's self worth is defined by that man alone. love can do terrible things. seeing the devastation in my sis in law, my parents and i cry for her. hearing the tiredness and frustration in my bro's voice leaves me confused.
somewhere, somehow, something went wrong in their marriage, but i don't know what, how, or who to blame. in fact, can blame really be apportioned? i feel tired and frustrated at all this, and at how this is draining me and keeping me from putting my 100% in preparing for this week's exams. but then what i feel is only a fraction of the full force of the emotions at play here. there's nothing i can do to help but be a silent contributor, helping in whichever small ways i can. helping to keep my sis in law calm, put in my five cents worth of opinion when i can, helping to lighten the atmosphere with my parents so that they won't be so tense, and doing my best to keep my niece away from the mess that is her parents. so far she's still pretty ignorant, so that's good.
though my sis in law n bro are christians, they didn't have a close relationship with God. in a christian marriage it should be a triangle, the man and woman at the bottom, both looking towards God as the guide for their love. but yet all they see now is the fault in each other and the hurt each feels. all i can do is to pray for them. for peace, forgiveness, and above all for the strength and will to salvage what is left, to recover what had been there.
and dearies don't worry about me, i'm feeling alright. just venting here and also to update you all. i'm not going to say the details of their quarrel, as that's their privacy.
its time to go back to studying for tomorrow's paper. life goes on :)


>> rebekah << posted at 12:41 PM






~ Woot! This is SO fun!! ~

Tuesday, April 15, 2008


81 words

Speed test

Try it!! :D


>> sheshe << posted at 8:06 PM






~ I'm a Survivor ~

Friday, April 11, 2008


Philosophy - Term Paper - Due 11 April, 5PM

Philosophy - Minimum of 3 satisfactory blog comments - Due 11 April, 5PM

Methods of Social Research - Term Assignment - Due 11 April, 5PM

Sociology of Tourism - Term Project - Due 11 April, 5PM





I survived.


















Wow.






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>> sheshe << posted at 1:36 PM






~ reflective ~

Tuesday, April 8, 2008


this sucks. suddenly finding that what you thought was true all along may not be true after all. it sucks realizing that what you feel all along may not be true as you read entries from the past and realize how much has changed. and it sucks to realize that slowly, gradually, people are changing no matter how hard you try to deny that fact. and it sucks even more to know that all along you may be just stuck in the past, clinging to the impressions formed in the past, not knowing that what you are holding to is cuz of the past or the present. 
and you know what? 

it sucks the worst just when you realize that it is time to let go and then you realize that you may not be able to do it cuz you're still holding on to whatever thats left.

im feeling darn confused now. 

is this the season to be emo or what? sorry for the emo post at like 430am in the morn. i really shld be doing work/slping. 

someone tell me what to do please. 



>> Anonymous << posted at 4:23 AM






~ ready get set go! ~

Monday, April 7, 2008


hey!

my exams start this fri, and will end one week ltr. after that i'll be working at my old workplace-the art place I worked at before gg to SMU. BUT this time round instead of handling enquiries abt children art class and coordinating registration + payment, I"ll be doing marketing stuff instead!! The other branch of their company does art jams. its basically jamming, but with paints and brushes :) I'll be helping to come up with marketing plans for art jams. After that, I'll be moving on to marketing for the children art classes. looking forward to working!!

hopefully this time round will learn even more than what I learnt previously. am very honoured and glad that my boss is willing to have me help her in marketing. She didn't even ask if i've taken any mods on marketing! (in case you're wondering, I haven't) It shoud be quite fun going back to work. I miss my colleagues! especially the graphic designer who's always so full of shit. haha.

anyways I'll be going on a mission trip to Thailand in June, for a week. Then a few days after that i'll be off for church camp in msia! woohoo! can't wait for hols!! i know it sounds sadist but i'm actually really looking forward to working cos i know i'm gg to learn loads from my colleagues and the boss. I love the working environment cos i like my colleagues. heh. though the boss is really scary n fierce sometimes but she's taught me alot. ok i should go back to studying. :)

btw i think by the time we actually go out to study tgt my exams will almost be over. please feel free to jio me go study. but i'll need a plug. yup.


>> rebekah << posted at 3:50 PM






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Friday, April 4, 2008


what a lazy and tired mich does during her physical chem lect after a horrible lab session:


going thru some damn cheem intergration thingy. 


part 2 of the first slide

haha i dno to say if i'm smart to make use of technology or i'm just damn lazy to copy. ahahha 

lastly, half time entertainment:
ever wondered how i would look in specs?? 













here you go:
i know its a horrible photo but erm hahahah. 






ookies. half time entertainment over. time to hit the books again (:


jiayous pple. 


>> Anonymous << posted at 8:27 PM