hey girls, just wanna share with y'all the rush of emotions i felt just a moment ago when i was listening to the radio. Muttons at midnight (Perfect 10) was on, I just hung up with angchor as he was exhausted after a whole day of work and socializing with guests.

I remotely recalled myself feeling an ironic mix of disappointment and understanding towards his fatigue. Dedication time was on at that moment and then I heard Muttons (the DJs) reading out an sms written by a guy dedicating James Blunt's "Goodbye My Lover" to his girlfriend.

Before I went,"Oh another messy breakup" , the next moment the Muttons read out the reason for the dedication:

The boy was dedicating "Goodbye My Lover" to his girlfriend that just, died of cancer.

Dont ask me why I felt the heartbreak for him, but I bet its not even half as painful as what he was experiencing now. I can only imagine how painful it is to lose someone that you loved, be it your lover, parents or close friend. I can only imagine,... that the pain is big enough to kill you, to suffocate you, to drown you. My pain was nothing.

For now, I mourn and tear for this loving boyfriend, the Szechuan victims, the Myanmar lost lives, and for the silent pleas that will never be heard.

Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your hand.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well,

I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.[x2]

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry,

I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you,

I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.[x2]

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bare my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.