~ obligations ~

Monday, April 28, 2008


hey dearies, i'm here for a ranting session, although i wont put up names and tell the story. if you wanna know, just ask next time u see me alright?

anyway, some things have been happening for quite a while now that has led me to feel this way that (even more strongly) -- people are not what we think they are. people could've trusted each other to quite a large extent, but as the relationship starts reaping less benefits, it becomes stagnant. Or even worse, it becomes obligatory, just for the sake of keeping it going, because you cannot leave it by virtue of your relationship.

There were times (i swear) that I thought of giving it up, but the means to the end, really, isn't worth the effort. There have been people who've told me long time ago to be careful, but I chose to remain neutral. Even now, I can admit that I'm still neutral. It's just that, it gets tiring trying to return obligatory acts to keep it up, just because i can't NOT just give it up.

and so here ends my very obscure and totally ridiculous post. hahaha.


>> Renny... << posted at 8:56 PM