i finally let some of it out (and i dont mean venting). but at least i got stuff cleared up. but sth tells me that if more of these nonsense happens i'd either be 1) total breakdown or 2) immune. lets hope it the latter. 

on a lighter note, i'll be going to seoul garden on sat! heh. no prizes for guessing with who. ohwells, at least there's sth to look forward to (bekahs church outing + seoul garden + potential clique outings aha) in the gloomy weeks ahead i guess. speaking of it, whos gg to her church tmr? im going i think. (: 

and renny you're the best. leave your laptop charger in jingchuans room. hahahah :P